An Open Heart

Thanks for all the support everyone. I’m glad that you love the theme as much as I do. I worked really really hard on it. So thanks…again. 😆

So, I was commenting on Miss Ivy’s post “Why Do You Blog?” the other day and I just felt the need to make my own post about why I blog.

She asked 3 questions:

Why is it that I blog? How did I start blogging? Why am I still blogging?

So first: I blog because it’s fun. It’s a way for me to interact with others who care enough to read about my life and comment on it. I’ve grown to love everyone who I’ve met and exchanged comments with over the past few years. It’s also a great way to get things off of my chest, since I normally do that by writing anyway.

Second: I started blogging in November of 2003. My boyfriend of 3 years and I broke up and I didn’t really have anyone to turn to. So here I am. I started blogging at Not-Sorry.com and then got my first domain (GirlKill). I’ve been changing homes ever since then. Doesn’t feel like 4 years.

Third: I still blog because I love it. I love being able to write about my life. I love working on themes and being able to say that I did that. I love having a site. I have so many ideas and so many thoughts…now I have two extra years to express myself online. 😉

But yeah. Just felt the need to get all of that off of my chest. ♥ I’m not off again until Thursday…so yeah. I’ll try to post again before then.

Missing!

Words alone can’t describe how pissed I am. So, Wanda needed my social security card so she can make a copy of it for my file at Harris Teeter, and I go to my wallet (where I keep it) to pull it out, and BAM! The shit’s not in there. I searched my entire car, my house 50 million times and I can’t find it anywhere. So, I wake up yesterday morning, and I’m thinking to myself…I didn’t see my birth certificate either. Go back to my wallet, and guess what? No birth certificate. I asked Nani (the girl who’s sister got fired from Food Lion because she’s illegal) because she was the only person in my car besides me. She claims she didn’t see it, but last time I checked, social security cards and birth certificates didn’t have legs. I just find it quite odd, that I’ve kept them in the same spot (behind my driver’s license and voter’s registration card) since high school, only to find that I have both my DL and VRC, but none of the other two. I swear if I find out who took it, I’m gonna punch the bitch in the face for taking my shit. /* end of rant

I’ll return comments when I get off from work tonight. I think I’m going to call out tomorrow, so I can get everything straightened out with my missing info. Gotta check my credit report, call IRS, go to Vital Records to get another birth certificate, and go to the Social Security office to get another card. Sounds like a whole day worth of shit. I’m out.

Interview

My interview at Harris Teeter was a success. I submitted my resumé on their website, then Wanda (the Front End manager) called me yesterday, so I went in to day at 11. I did my interview with Wanda and David (the store manager). They were in love with my “bubbly” personality, and are already willing to promote me. They just want me to get a couple of months of in-store training first, since they have different policies than Food Lion. So then, I had to take their survey over the phone, which I aced; their computer test - passed with a 95 when the score needed was a 34; and they are just waiting on my drug test results, which I know I passed. So…hopefully this time next week, I’ll be making the move. Wish me luck.

Went to the Doc

So I found out what’s wrong with me, finally. I’m not stressed, depressed, secretly pregnant, or a diabetic. Being that I’m underweight (I weigh 95 lbs.), it’s been making my body crazy. The doc said that it was because I quit taking my vitamins for so long, and I haven’t been eating like I should. So…as a result…I’m back on the plan that he had me on in high school. (If I get hungry, eat…If I’m not hungry…still eat). And I had to hear that “You’re on the verge of being anorexic” speech again as well.

I'm Not! Yay!

Just as soon I as I quit worrying, my cycle started. I couldn’t be happier! I had to deal with sooo much crap from Blake…it was eff-in ridiculous. It’s amazing how scared guys get when stuff like that happens.