What A Day

10:13pm. I am so ready for the weekend! This past week has been pure insanity, with the bank's closing going public and all. I dream of safe deposit boxes and clients who call to demand an official letter from the bank. [1. You know...because the newspaper article wasn't official enough.] And not to mention that my boss has been doing the best job at keeping me irritated. I'm just happy for the weekend. [2. Mostly the opportunity to drive myself crazy thinking about next week.]

Tomorrow, I'm going to really focus on getting JJ potty trained. It isn't that he doesn't know how to use the potty... He just doesn't like using the potty. [3. Why use the potty, when the floor is just as great?] I've never had to potty train a boy, and I'm so ready to pawn it off on someone else. Unfortunately, I don't know anyone who's up for the challenge, so any tips would be extremely helpful.

Tomorrow, was also supposed to be an opportunity to practice my photography, but the weather is supposed to be bad. I'm on the coast, but I do worry about my parents. [4. Their area is prone to tornadoes.] I'm also constantly checking in on my bestie, who just relocated to Kentucky with her husband. There has been so much activity in the Midwest..I can't help but worry.

I'm going to quit while I am ahead. I tend to start rambling after the third paragraph, and my two year old is tired of listening to Go, Diego, Go.

♥ Moi

Thankful

I've always wondered how some women can go back to a man who treats her like shit over and over again. I used to always say that there isn't that much love in the world. But now...I realize that there is. I've experienced it firsthand. I've loved and cared about someone so much, that their flaws were nonexistent. I would just overlook the fact that you aren't good for me...the fact that it's always about fucking and nothing else...not because I'm stupid, but because I loved you, and because I only wanted to see the good in you.

I'm thankful that I don't have to depend on you for a damn thing. I'm thankful for the fact that moving on is an option... Even though it may be hard, I'm thankful for finally realizing that there is no time better than the present to walk away. For finally realizing that I don't need you in my life. For finally realizing that I don't owe you a damn thing.

An option...hmph...that's what I am was to you, right? *shakes head* I'm appalled at the fuckery that I put myself through...

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone else. I'm thankful for great friends, too.

Insanity

Life has been crazy! It's been a week since my car was totaled. I'm glad to say that I finally got a new car. It's a Nissan Altima. I had to look at almost ten cars. Two dealerships tried to defraud me. In the end...I went into the manager's office, laid everything out on the table...45 minutes later, I'm driving away in a car. I love it!

I am more excited about my life returning to normal. I've been neglecting my friends... I miss them so much that I'm ready to text everyone at 745a on a Sunday.

Oh well. I have to return my dad's car in a few. Later loves.

All Better

Last night after I blogged. I was thinking...what would make me feel better. So I browsed a few sex toy shops and found one that I liked. Of course, it was pretty expensive. I seem to be attracted to things that are... So I searched for it on Amazon.

Well lucky me! It's an Adam & Eve Sensaskin...8" of seven speed, vibrating goodness...and hopefully the answer to all of my problems. Happy 3rd anniversary to me!

And to VA... FUCK YOU. MY [fake] DICK IS BIGGER. Yeah I said it.