Thankful

I've always wondered how some women can go back to a man who treats her like shit over and over again. I used to always say that there isn't that much love in the world. But now...I realize that there is. I've experienced it firsthand. I've loved and cared about someone so much, that their flaws were nonexistent. I would just overlook the fact that you aren't good for me...the fact that it's always about fucking and nothing else...not because I'm stupid, but because I loved you, and because I only wanted to see the good in you.

I'm thankful that I don't have to depend on you for a damn thing. I'm thankful for the fact that moving on is an option... Even though it may be hard, I'm thankful for finally realizing that there is no time better than the present to walk away. For finally realizing that I don't need you in my life. For finally realizing that I don't owe you a damn thing.

An option...hmph...that's what I am was to you, right? *shakes head* I'm appalled at the fuckery that I put myself through...

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone else. I'm thankful for great friends, too.