Finished Product

I finally got my micros finished. It took about…9 hours total (2 different days). It’s something different for me, but I like it…especially the fact that it doesn’t hurt at all.

Last night, I had to work at 1330 (the store in Bluffton), and it was okay. They get a lot more business than we do on the island. I was kind of sick at first, but after I saw Jermaine I felt better. Maybe it was the fact that I didn’t know anyone that was there, even though I did see Brenda and Sandra once (they work at HHI with me). I was kind of upset because we were supposed to work together, but I got shipped over to 1330 to work the night shift, instead of the morning shift at my usual spot. I actually cried when I saw him…and when I called him before I left the house to tell him that I missed him. ILL! When did I become such a punk?

Speaking of punks, there’s been a lot of talk lately about who’s gay and who’s not (this is about males). A LOT of people around me have been coming out of the closet, or showing a more…feminine side…and it’s all coming together about why they’ve been acting the way that they have. Personally, I don’t have anything against homosexuals, it’s just when they try to lie and cover it up like they are all into the opposite sex when they know (and everyone else knows) that they aren’t. I don’t know why, but it really bugs me. I’m sure everyone has their reasons as to why they choose to hide or flaunt their sexuality…maybe it’s not for the public eye to know. Anyway, it turns out that a bunch of guys in Hampton County (where I stay) are undercover…on the down low…whatever. That’s mostly in the Estill part (which is one of the top 5 cities/towns for HIV/AIDS in South Carolina). A lot of these “undercover” guys have also been messing with women causing the disease to spread. Basically, it all comes down to being careful who you mess around with. Make sure that you know…I mean…really know the person. But how can you ever be sure? Because some of these men are married. :-< What is the world coming to? (As you can see I’ve been reading the newspaper more often.) Well, Jermaine and I are having…a disagreement at the moment about something really stupid. We were talking about how being raped or molested can really mess someone up, and I was just telling him my experience w/ being molested as a child, and how it didn’t affect me as much as it did/does other people. Then he started asking me all these questions trying to make a connection between that and my [sexual] preferences when there really isn’t a logical explanation as to why I like sex the way I do. 8-| WOW! I think this is the most open I’ve ever been on my site. I have to work tomorrow…going to leave early so I can meet J for lunch. Comments have been returned. Oh yeah, and a new skin is up, too. Number 6 in the sidebar. Hope you like it! LoveyaLaterBye - Terin