Valentine's Day

I dread today.  For the first time in four years, I'm spending Valentine's Day alone....all alone. I guess it won't be so bad since I get to see my ex...I think.  Yeah, I'm still in love with him. And if I ever hear that repeated I will kill you.  No one understands. I mean, he has been in my life for maybe eight years. So it's like losing your best friend and boyfriend in the same blow. Then, the fact that he's telling everyone that we're getting back together doesn't really help the situation. (I really need to install a sigh emoticon.) I don't know. I think he's saying these things to keep guys away from me. Being that everyone in this  county knows that we talked for a really long time. *sigh* I don't know what to do. I guess I'm thinking about what people will think more of anything. I already catch hell because I see him, but it's not like we're doing anything..............well...maybe once!  I'm such an idiot for even letting him get that close to me...and no (perverted people)! I'm sure it's not what you think. Anyway, my mom says that I talk about him constantly, but I never remember saying anything about him at all. She always ends up repeating an entire conversation that I can't remember having....especially with her.  My cousin thinks that I should ask Vince to move with me to California...as friends. BLEH! That spells D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R! Then she said we should get married.  I'm like you. We aren't even together, and marriage is being suggested. He doesn't fit into my criteria at all. I think my mother was right......

Well, unfortunately, there is nothing else going on. I made a V-Day gift for everyone...its on the gifts page. I'm too lazy to post it here. I've also added two more skins: Pia Carrot (which is being redone because I hate the original with a passion) and Chinese Takeout (which isn't meant to offend anyone). I made this humongous banana pudding (with vanilla wafers, bananas, and jello pudding) for Vince's mother...started my niece's science project which is due Tuesday...and managed to get less than 24 hours of sleep since I started skinning the site. I have Smirnoff in the trunk that I can't drink until after MEPS. And I really need to wash my hair. Well, I'm determined to get at least 5 hours of sleep. LATAZ!